heyy you.
today i saw si panat danial at the hospital. i was there pasal my ipar punyaa abang got stroke,kesiann smpai ane alum sadar pat icu atuu. anyway,si danial tekezut haha, ia melawat nininyaa,AWW SOO SWEET.

andd sajuukk brabish di hospital atuu, sampai my foot jadi numb!
and my jacket tinggal,aiyaa sajukk maaah.
but then,mirul datang without telling me yang mauu datangs aand brought a jacket for me,i wondered how did he know? hmm.
anyway romantic plg, but WHATEVER. hahaa.

okeyy then. posting soon!

YEAH!
I got new mobilephone! E71,my dream mobile phone,like i want it soo badly,haha atlast!
Btw,today is "harijadi askar" me&&myfams went to a place where they celebrates it.
It was fun,watching the heli fly around they skies,haha. Really i mean it. Wish i can be in that heli and fly like a bird, lovebird. HEE.
But i was expecting the ghost house,every celebration we didn't miss it,but i didn't see any of it,hmm.
Wow,after that i was soo exhausted and my feets hurt cause' of the blister,pHew!

probs.

my dad's payday today and we're going to have some SHOPPING!!!
i'm goona buy anything i want today! yea!
the best part is... nothing. idk whatheTUUTT i'm posting bout.
then AGAIN my sister bejalan and left me alone at home.
apa faedah nya ada kaka if ada masa or kaka yg pling tua kraja BEJALAN TAH YA TUU DENGAN KAWANNYA, sasakkk!
it was like having no sisters at all.
i'm always alone dirumah,no one care. asal ditanya kenapa kaka ku selalu bejalan,jawapan nyaa kawan ada problem. padahal ketara wa yg durg membawa melepak. apa guna nya ku dirumah ane kan???
i tried my hard to be strong, i don't wanna show that i'm weak.
my sis selalu pikirkan keseronokannya jaa,ia mau ia happy,mentang2 ia 20 tahun. ia selalu membangkit pasal umur nyaa,
i don't wana be rude tto her,as a sister she should be a 'role mode' to me,shows me how to be a better person,but she shows me a WHAT?
melepak,kasar and ndaa mauu menunjukkan yg ia bnrbnr mauu kn beidup one day,i meant future nyaa,
kenapa ya penting kna kawan nyaa lebih dari aku??
and sorry to say,ada masa last year, ia pernah tampar akuu pasal lakilaki,
ia kan jumpa that guy,minta dangani akuu but aku ndaa mauu, and ia paksa sampai ditampar nyaa ku!
what kind of sister is she?
i really hope she change herself, but when??
balumm adaa perkembangan.
jangan jaa ia menyasal if i'm not here anymore

HEYY, what's up, HEE.
today me and my friends the vainteens having a true confession bout' ourself BUT not that formal just a girls talk. ichah tried telling me to be confident to myself, and eff was just wondering why everytime we're having fight i always think about my mom, it's actually was a coincidence that make me remember my mom. it's not like begging for sympathy or what, it's just something related to it and make me remember, being the youngest one in my family was hard, no one listen to you and thought that you're still young to.. youu knoww like your ideas are just an immaturity subject.
talking to ichah and eff open my mind, they really know how to make someone feels good. baii and emm always make me laugh with their fights and stuff.
sometimes i rather spending my time at school just to get out of this dilemma,fuh!. i rather trust my friends who're there when i need one.
i'm having soo much trouble lately.
sometimes i thought ichah,eff,emm and baii were annoyyed by me.
i really hope that they didn't think that i'm over the top
but i think they understand me well, fo that i would like to say..
thank you soo much!

NGEHEHE

SEE! I AM BUSY,

YOUU SEE MY POST JUST NOW,

SPELLING MISTAKES. HAHA

WET!

HAHA,
today me and my friends are soo DAMN WET!
it rains heavily just now at school, and some of the students have to walk home,
like OMG soo pity of them,
my dearest friend was absent today, YEAH LUCKY HER,
if chah sekolahh BASAH xEHH.

anyway, we're having soo much fun today,like siuk!
baii,emm and eff was like soo panats, LOL.
and eff brought cookies today, YUMYUM, siann chah miss the yummy
cookies,NGEHEHE
she made it by herself, next i wolud like to make some brownies and
give my precious ladies>VAINTEENS

anyway i'll give more post other time, kinda busy lately.

choww,
ENJOYS LIFE>3

HUHH.
everyday i felt like, i'm "lower" than the others.
because of a stuff that i didn't mean to do, that i already did,
the blame was put on me.
ikno0w who i am, compare to the others. BUT i do have feelings.
i always take care of their feelings, and try my best to make sure they're okey.
BUT do they care what i felt?
i stayed in the toilet for almost AN HOUR.
but do they care?
while i'm in toilet, my heart started to beatfast again.
i don't know what kind OF DISEASE I have, but it ain't goin anywhere.


as a girl, sensitivity is our personality.
for the first time i have a bestfriends that understand me,
make no assumption bout my status,
poor or rich we don't care.

but i try my best to make my friends happy,care of their feelings
but it's okey, their happy so am i.

guys tend to hate me, even the person i WAS admired last few months,
CALLED ME, KARAK NASI,TEMPOYAK KARING. it sounded funny,
but it feels hurt when you're the person he meant.
i always act happy in front of everybody.
but inside who know's what.
what do you felt when you lost your mom?
it hurts you right? think again,
it's not just hurting you, but you're losing your besteverfriend in you life,
the person who understand you the most,
the person who struggled for you to come out and see the colurs of world.
who also your MOTHER.

i'mnot begging for sympathy, just a simple understand will be enough.

HUHH.
everyday i felt like, i'm "lower" than the others.
because of a stuff that i didn't mean to do, that i already did,
the blame was put on me.
ikno0w who i am, compare to the others.
BUT i do have feelings.
i always take care of their feelings, and try my best to make sure they're okey.

BUT do they care what i felt?
i stayed in the toilet for almost AN HOUR.
but do they care?
while i'm in toilet, my heart started to beatfast again.
i don't know what kind OF DISEASE I have, but it ain't goin anywhere.

as a girl, sensitivity is our personality.
for the first time i have a bestfriends that understand me,
make no assumption bout my status,
poor or rich we don't care.
but i try my best to make my friends happy,care of their feelings
but it's okey, their happy so am i.

guys tend to hate me, even the person i WAS admired last few months,
CALLED ME, KARAK NASI,TEMPOYAK KARING. it sounded funny,
but it feels hurt when you're the person he meant.
i always act happy in front of everybody.
but inside who know's what.
what do you feel when you lost your mom?
it hurts you right? think again,
it's not just hurting you, but you're losing your besteverfriend in you life,
the person who understand you the most,
the person who struggled for you to come out and see the colurs of world.
who also your MOTHER.


i'm not begging for sympathy, just a simple understand will be enough.

today

anyway,today was the last day of MYE!

GOD! at last, FIN! HOORAY!

now my rockstar mood is BACK.

BUT NOT QUITE YET.

me lovee :)

me lovee :)

me lovee :)

me lovee :)

phew

WOAH,
soo tired today. lot of works to do.
anyway, got a little bit of misunderstanding with my friends.
OHH vainteens. ohh temans,

xoxo//r!ina

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