dearest.

dear bloggy how are you?
i'm having an enormous shock from 1hr 30 mins ago.. RED RED RED.. BLOOD...
omg that movie! ninja assasin. "nice..!" was that a sincere compliment? i can say so.. but it was a bloody-ish movie that likely grilled my meat.. i have no idea what the heck i'm talking about.. bloggy bloggy...*ruffles head. my world full of fakeness..(was that a word?!) hid my face.. hid my feelings.. even every action i made was in control.. barely in my mind that.. someone was judging me. past is past.. but why it kept haunting me? inhale exhale.. blinking every sec of life.. it's not normal for me.. something bothers me. seriously.. i don't know who i am. i'm still searching the 'lost-me'.. i've lost something precious.. i wondered what could it be..

ENTER ENTER.. every text.. "huhh.." i have no idea what i'm typing about.. is this the way how i treat myself?.. my vision suddenly blurred.. i realise that.. i am sleepy.. soo bloggy dear.. may i make my way to my sweet little chamber? *sigh
good night. =)

SORRY

SORRY! because i took a long time to update what i've been up to these few months.
SORRY! because of the SHR celebration.
SORRY! for everything..

it's been a long time, what i've experienced, i've learned.. i've seen and heard.. have filled my days with blissful moments.. am i growing up soo fast? today i'm 16 the next thing i know.. i have kids.. life is wonderful.. wasn't it?

i changed my motto.. i changed my point of view.. for all i know.. i was acting weirdly childish these few years.. i can only say what i know.. not what i observed from other human being. i got it now.. life is not easy as we thought..

"never give-up" that words kept haunting me. it was true though.. we can't give-up once we started.. well not everybody does that now.. we manage to solve the problems.. but when we had the solutions.. our lips are sealed.. funny? no.. still this puzzled my mind. do i have time to think about this? NO.. why bother? cause this may occur me in the future.. what am i talking about? i don't know.. but in my world everything seems possible.. and logical.. hehe. *laugh to myself..
even i do sometimes confuse with my own behaviour.. so that's all for now.
and yeah BTW.
-i got new netball team.. FLY HIGH! super-cool new team.. we are new and we are willing to learn. me and some of our my friends nisa, nor, ezah and atul are caleed baby FH. sweet right? =)
-kaka roy andd her hubby went for a haj. wish them have a wonderfull journey.
last but not least.. it's the end of school term.. and now we're having our school holiday.. soo happy holiday.. hehe. ciao!
asalamualaikum
qasrina'the 3rd

it's fasting month, soo far soo good.
even i think this is unnecessary to do, but i do want to ask.. why i'm the one who always give up in a relationship? Was it always my fault? Is this my kinda 'thing'? The one who people blame to? I dont get it, i did everything to ease people.. It turns out the opposite of it. It's puasa.. ya allah.. Only if they knew what i felt.. I wont blame them. N never would. suddenly i felt im in primary school again. It's okeyy, maybe the best thing to do.. Just.. To keep in silent, or maybe not.
Happy ramadhan to all.

family&friends,
I never judge youu, how you acts, what you do. If i made mistake, evevrybody does, thanks for being there for me. Happy ramadhan, and be happy always =)

hey semuaaa..
hee, today kami ada small celebration didalam class tadi, amal brought pizza as she promised us, yummy!! and yeah, yesterday 10th august 2009 i'll remember it as long as i'm alive, wahh. really.. though at first it torn myheart, but i realised that it was my faults too. and i would never find anyone to replace them.. thanks ichah, eff khae, emm and bee. hee. anyway tadi eff tekajut like brabiss. haha it was funny, she scream like in a movie with the hands, ya knoww.. haha. thta was the first time ever in my life people were shocked and scream with both of the hands raise up. haha. i meant a real life. i've seen it plg in a movie, but yang live lagi menggeli hati kan, haha apakans. khairul tuu punya pasal, apalerr..
alrighty then, soo mengantoks need to sleep, tadi at schoolah mengantoks berabis sayaa. fuhh! okeyy tata youu..

hello hello sayang!
hehe. wahh tdi kami mcm masuk prison sajaa, bercheck pagi2 and they said that everyday buat catuu, haha. memang mengerikn siot! anyway..
tadi bahh, time our sir mengajar mathsD.. tengah2 ia mengajar atuu kami lagi separuh sadar, nya orang lamapau hanyut dbuai2 cuti cuti brunei, sekali nya sir high pitch tuu semua wahh tejungkat dari tmpat duduk, hahaha! orang terkajut akuu inda branti2 ketawa, you should see their faces, haha. fuhh buka2 schoolah dhh panats. how i miss shool. BTW have you heard of the word "careful with what you wish for" ??
well you see i wish to have a homework during school holidays, haha. but then school re-open first thing in the morning, sir gave us hw, haha. no regrets.. haha NO REGRETS it's not that i care soo much for that.
hehe. okeyy then see ya!
OHHyeA! forgot to tell, ichah gave me and the vainteens some cute pins for out tudung and a badge. cute! hehe thanks babe!
xoxo' riina

heyy

fuhhs!

hey there ya fella! WOAH! WAIT! that was 80's retro, haha
let me start it again

heyyy! WHAT UP Y'ALL!!!
haha, better. okey, so tadi we jalans ke yayasan. then meet si amirul, and then we play at uni-land, biasalahh tempat budaks remaja sekarang, so if we're still a 'couple' our aniversary is tommorrow, jadi si mirul bagi idea for to celebrate it, then behapa jua kn celebrate mun inda couple kn? haha, anyway kami celebrate aja lahh, just for fun, kami ku uni then si mirul poinred pat toys yang dalam machine atuu, ada doraemon! and no doraemon tuu g 38th, our birthdays and ada anniversary lagi tuu, haha. soo kami tried our luck lahh.. si mirul cakap ia inda penahh kn dapat wahh benda cane ne, almost hundreds of time he tried but failed jua, haha. then kami try lahh, 1st time inda dapat, then 2nd pun inda dapat, pasal salah takan butang, and then the third one, hmm guess what? DAPAT!!! haha.
happy ku ehh, ada lampu lagi tuu doraemon nyaa ahh, btw i'm a doraemon freak!
haha. this is the picture of mydoraemon