dearest.

dear bloggy how are you?
i'm having an enormous shock from 1hr 30 mins ago.. RED RED RED.. BLOOD...
omg that movie! ninja assasin. "nice..!" was that a sincere compliment? i can say so.. but it was a bloody-ish movie that likely grilled my meat.. i have no idea what the heck i'm talking about.. bloggy bloggy...*ruffles head. my world full of fakeness..(was that a word?!) hid my face.. hid my feelings.. even every action i made was in control.. barely in my mind that.. someone was judging me. past is past.. but why it kept haunting me? inhale exhale.. blinking every sec of life.. it's not normal for me.. something bothers me. seriously.. i don't know who i am. i'm still searching the 'lost-me'.. i've lost something precious.. i wondered what could it be..

ENTER ENTER.. every text.. "huhh.." i have no idea what i'm typing about.. is this the way how i treat myself?.. my vision suddenly blurred.. i realise that.. i am sleepy.. soo bloggy dear.. may i make my way to my sweet little chamber? *sigh
good night. =)

SORRY

SORRY! because i took a long time to update what i've been up to these few months.
SORRY! because of the SHR celebration.
SORRY! for everything..

it's been a long time, what i've experienced, i've learned.. i've seen and heard.. have filled my days with blissful moments.. am i growing up soo fast? today i'm 16 the next thing i know.. i have kids.. life is wonderful.. wasn't it?

i changed my motto.. i changed my point of view.. for all i know.. i was acting weirdly childish these few years.. i can only say what i know.. not what i observed from other human being. i got it now.. life is not easy as we thought..

"never give-up" that words kept haunting me. it was true though.. we can't give-up once we started.. well not everybody does that now.. we manage to solve the problems.. but when we had the solutions.. our lips are sealed.. funny? no.. still this puzzled my mind. do i have time to think about this? NO.. why bother? cause this may occur me in the future.. what am i talking about? i don't know.. but in my world everything seems possible.. and logical.. hehe. *laugh to myself..
even i do sometimes confuse with my own behaviour.. so that's all for now.
and yeah BTW.
-i got new netball team.. FLY HIGH! super-cool new team.. we are new and we are willing to learn. me and some of our my friends nisa, nor, ezah and atul are caleed baby FH. sweet right? =)
-kaka roy andd her hubby went for a haj. wish them have a wonderfull journey.
last but not least.. it's the end of school term.. and now we're having our school holiday.. soo happy holiday.. hehe. ciao!
asalamualaikum
qasrina'the 3rd